"LIFE HAS ITS OWN PURPOSE, WHENEVER THINGS JUST HAPPEN UNEXPECTEDLY IT JUST TELLS US THAT THERE IS SOMETHING MORE BETTER WAITING FOR US"
a sad day. actually the school works made me more sad. perhaps i forgotten that the date us AUGUST 7 and it supposed to be a special day for me and for him, the person i care about and still love. ive used to forgot the date but my blockmate ask me earlier when we we're having a quiz that what is the date today and when i said its AUGUST 7, he just pop up into my mind and ive been thinking about him the whole day. I've decided to make this blog so that i can somehow express what i want to say that i couldn't share to some of the persons around me. i hope i can have this thing private. I REALLY DO HOPE SO.
first things first. this day is supposedly a very memorable date for me and for him (the one i love)
its our 2nd year and i thought it will be memorable and special.
its been 1 year and 4 months since i saw the beautiful face of his, we've been separated for almost a year and a half and i still do love him.
everytime that i see couples around the streets, in buses when im going to school, at the mall, everywhere. i always thought that we supposedly be doing the same. acting sweet, having a good time. but now its just a memory that can't be repeated. until now, i've never imagined us being separated like this. now i know that he's having a great time in singapore. there are times that i have the chance to talk to him and check whether he's good or what. he even told me that he already has a girlfriend there. at that time, its like me being hit by a million stones in my face. its so very heartbreaking, its makes me go woah! we've talked about her girl many times and still we go to the conversations like "naaalala mo pa ba nung mga time na tayo pa...." gosh, its like we're making flash back of our good old times together, and i was at least ecstatic with it.
oh god, i hope he will come back soon and i could hug him again tightly. how i wish we can start all over again and try to do the things that we've planned in the past when we we're together. like having a trip together, going to the beach, go to singapore together, have a beautiful future together, and so much more. now im here still waiting for him, hoping that he will come back.
a sad day. actually the school works made me more sad. perhaps i forgotten that the date us AUGUST 7 and it supposed to be a special day for me and for him, the person i care about and still love. ive used to forgot the date but my blockmate ask me earlier when we we're having a quiz that what is the date today and when i said its AUGUST 7, he just pop up into my mind and ive been thinking about him the whole day. I've decided to make this blog so that i can somehow express what i want to say that i couldn't share to some of the persons around me. i hope i can have this thing private. I REALLY DO HOPE SO.
first things first. this day is supposedly a very memorable date for me and for him (the one i love)
its our 2nd year and i thought it will be memorable and special.
its been 1 year and 4 months since i saw the beautiful face of his, we've been separated for almost a year and a half and i still do love him.
everytime that i see couples around the streets, in buses when im going to school, at the mall, everywhere. i always thought that we supposedly be doing the same. acting sweet, having a good time. but now its just a memory that can't be repeated. until now, i've never imagined us being separated like this. now i know that he's having a great time in singapore. there are times that i have the chance to talk to him and check whether he's good or what. he even told me that he already has a girlfriend there. at that time, its like me being hit by a million stones in my face. its so very heartbreaking, its makes me go woah! we've talked about her girl many times and still we go to the conversations like "naaalala mo pa ba nung mga time na tayo pa...." gosh, its like we're making flash back of our good old times together, and i was at least ecstatic with it.
oh god, i hope he will come back soon and i could hug him again tightly. how i wish we can start all over again and try to do the things that we've planned in the past when we we're together. like having a trip together, going to the beach, go to singapore together, have a beautiful future together, and so much more. now im here still waiting for him, hoping that he will come back.
